Chet, I'm so drawn to you. I've never seen you with my eyes in the flesh, but I know you're the most beautiful woman in the world. You are the best mixture of characteristics a person can be. You're sweet, genuine, hilariously sarcastic, you care, honest, and loving. But on the other hand you're blunt, snippy, challanging, and insecure. And I wouldn't trade those things either. Because I love all things that make you into who you are. You are the most beautiful person I have met. I want to one day hold your hand, I want to kiss you, I want to have conversations with I you, I just want to know you. I want to be with you. I want to love you. I want hold you and intertwine our bodies together. I want to see your naked soul, I want to hear what your brain comes up with at 3 in the morning. I can't put it into words. Even this is a horrible representation of what I feel because I am so unsure of what this is. All I know is that I'm not done with you.
there are x million causes for asexuality, i think its her narcissism or daddy issues personally. there are enough clues scattered on this forum that prove she has NPD, or at least traits of it. she even loses self awareness
Enough clues that there's something going on anyway. Multiple disorders lose self-awareness, and even most non-disordereds really.
i doubt shes been through any type of abuse other than emotional neglect at most, too much of a social person for that, not to mention that shes able to hold down a shitty job for a long period of time, which would be almost impossible otherwise
Could be compensation. These sorts of things can manifest in a variety of ways despite having similarities at their foundations.