i'm in an impossible situation
i tend to get myself into these
problem, my relationship is fucking up my sobriety because my girlfriend still heavy into drugs AND I WANT TO RELAPSE EVERY GOD DAMN DAY AND SHES MAKING IT SO MUCH WORSE
i love her but i know if i stay i'm going down with her.
fuck. i'm gonna relapse aren't i.
fuck man i'm just gonna keep relapsing anyway its what i do
i met people in rehab that said they lost count how many times they'd come there.
i thought three was a little much personally but, apparently this is going to be a life long thing ya know...
the dude was nearly 40 on the same drugs i was, started out around my same age i did...
i'll never really quit drugs
i'll always be an addict.
you get it?
so why spend your whole life fighting for some shit you don't even fuckin want
Waltz Inaminor stated:
I love people who can't get social cues. They give advices to blanc like she actually would give a fuck about what any of you have to say. Trained social eyes would read the title of this thread or any other created by her as " Give me attention time "
Shut up, I HAVE INFLUENCE OVER OTHERS GODDAMNIT!