please. help me.
You need to take what I'm showing you very seriously. I said you need to go on an ayahuasca trip.
Ayahuasca is a very power medicine that contains dimethyltryptamine ( DMT )
Get familiar with this, and know it's not something you would do for fun cause it will shatter your reality and open your eyes in ways that will heal you. You might even experience being visited by your guardian angels.
This is a clip from someone who does this as a business. What his clients are talking about is typical of ayahuasca.
This is Joe Rogan describing what he experiences every time he smokes DMT.
There are a lot of random youtubers not trying to sell you anything, and they talk about their experiences with this.
This guy talks about how he ordered the materials to make the ayahuasca and made it himself, he describes how he tripped balls and it transformed him for the better and how he kicked his drug addiction.
PTSD ? No problem.
What I'm showing you is no joke. You might come back saying you literally met Christ and how awesome he was and all of the things your doctor fails to heal, will be dealt with. You also have to learn as much about this as you can. If you do this for fun it will kick your ass hard. Do it for the sake of getting better.
Lol, way to go Spatial Mind. A mentally ill person should be very cautious. My friend took it in netherlands and he had to be on anti-psychotic meds for a year and could only sleep in his daddies bed lol. also his belly became very big, swollen because of the water from the meds. very bad experience (but kinda funny for me)