so my mom was really abusive to me as a kid. but i love her more then anyone else in this world and she brings goodness into my life. but when i want to talk to her about the abuse, she denies it, gets angry, and says she "dosnt want" to have a relationship with someone who would accuse her of such things. she is my only true friend and i am conflicted. without her my life is empty. but i feel like, i dont know. like she dosnt really love me if she is willing to abandon our friendship just like that. its depressing. also her story changed a few times "oh i had to beat you with a hanger to beat you because i love you" "oh i only did it once" "oh i only did it when i really needed to" "no i have never beat you with a hanger how dare you" im so confused its driving me crazy.
:/ I would suggest getting new friends honestly having an unhealthy dependence on your mom sucks especially if she is abusive to u u should break away from that delora
what goodness does she bring to your life? does she really love u or is she just doing it out of “duty” and fear
ugh my life is going to shit
same here. you have no idea. ive gone through so much abuse from so many fuckers as a kid. and no one will admit they hurt me. and when i was a kid i kept telling people and no one believed me. my parents walked in on me trying to strangle myself with a sock on my doorknob once when i was like 10. whats fucked up about your family dynamics? what sort of stuff does your mom do?